Just Because..

because of him she trusts no one but herself

because of him she cant commit to relationships

because of him shes scared

because of him she cries herself to sleep

because of him she has nightmares

because of him she sleeps next to her mommy 

because of him shes scared from the dark

because of him she has those scars all over her

because of him she is what she is

because of him she depends on herself

because of him she cant let go 

because of him she wishes she cudve been wiser

because of him she is trying to forgive,,,